Today was the last nail in the coffin and I decided to write a few explanatory lines to my post pointless 🙂 So to explain what happened – a man told me today – bray and you had a soul 😆 Well, a chance to fuck under that brutal shell of ice, beneath the layers of strength and firmness, etc., there is a soul that flutters and seeks beauty in the world. Е не по детски и с розови очила но има я оная позитивна сила която и дава усмивката сутрин или пък те кара виждаш лъч светлина в края на тунела или просто се надява понякога на някое малко чудо колкото и да не вярва в тях 😉 Да не съм безчувствено копеле дето не знае какво прави просто понякога (usually) I am restrained, covert but not hypocritical. I prefer people around me not to see what's going on in my head, I hold on to my personal world no less than others and the feelings are extremely intimate in my opinion. Some people think, that I have trouble expressing emotions – well they may be right, а може и да не са 🙂
That's enough nonsense to move on to the second interesting part of the post – Lily's comment. Hmmm the comment is an absolute mystique even for me. Its author is unknown to me, I prefer to believe, that he is a man who has seen something he liked and commented on. True sounds damn real and sincere but – chance, I tried to contact the author of the comment but nothing came of it – I have no feedback. I would love to talk to a person with such a strong emotion as hers caused by nonsense like mine 🙂 I am happy when I make people feel happy.
The third and last interesting part were a few questions – Who is it addressed to? Well, I don't know honestly. Не съм го писал с определена цел да предизвикам емоция в определен човек по скоро ми се пишеше нещо и това ми се въртеше в главата – I was a little sad and that's why the emotion she carries is like that 🙂