Very bad day. In general, nothing who knows what did not happen, I just feel rotten. It's as if something broke in me, or not rather as if some has boiled a metal lever in me and is trying to make whatever it catches. I haven't felt this way in a long time. What's worse is that I can't think of any obvious reason to feel that way. Everything seems to suffocate me, as if pressing me. Things don't look the way they should. Music doesn't sound good to me, my computers are boring, the conversations are uninteresting to me, and when I do nothing, things are even worse.