It disappeared from my world just as it came – unexpectedly and silently. I had been preparing for both for a long time and I was surprised by both. He ran away unexpectedly, hide from me or hide your wet eyes, a mystery I will never know. My gaze followed you, though, that I did not see you. Sometimes I wonder if he did me a favor or not… I don't think you can miss something you didn't have, but alas, it is not so. I miss you very much, insanely many. No, I'm not going after you, that's why I ran away, in time maybe but not now.